A lot of people think I'm a really happy person, making people laugh etc etc, but i'm not always like that!!, today i fell so depressed , i dunno why... maybe because i have no idea how to do my school work. I don't even know why we have to learn this type of crap!!! its not like we are going to use it in our future lifes, my teachers sux!!!( except for some) lucky i have some friends to cheer me up. Its just freaking pissing off to know u are spending dunno how any years off your life learning thing you wont use in your future. Its like math , when u grow up, how many times will you use your brain to count?? You can just use a calculator, math is not so bad. The worst is the stupid Malay!!!! after i finish my form 5 here in Malaysia, i don't think I'm going to use the stupid crap Malay. The stupider thing is that if u fail Malay in an exam, you fail all your other subjects too (including Math, English,history, Everything you take!!!!) Its like an automatic falling system. No mater how high you get for other subject they are consider FAIL!! isn't Malaysian people stupid to set this type of rule??

I'm sorry my second entry is like this, people will think I'm some stupid Emo person, well think all you want, I'm not really like that, Its not like I'm going to get many views, well thanks for reading this, i feel much better now, Thanks!!!

~kay